When you look into my eyes you may see what seems to be the signs of peaceful, simple and happy thoughts, but, if you actually get to know me from the inside, thing that only few have been given the opportunity to do up to this date, you would notice that I am sometimes lost inside my mind on endless reflections about the most different subjects. These days my mind have been full of ideas on what I would like to do in the future, but at the same time i feel like I have none. The future is such a delicate thing that makes me wonder how people can simply live their lives like they could redoit if they've done something wrong. Life is rare, short and unique. But also beautiful, and, if you go for it, it can be as happy as you wanted it to be when you were first asked what would you like to do when you were older.
I think people get taken away by the unstopping flow of life and lose the control of their will, thus living someone else's life. It is sad, unimaginably sad that person would be able to go through life without having lived what he wanted, and only did not live because of his lack of willpower. The seek of happiness must be the aim of your life 100% of the time.
Recently i read an article on the website milkthepigeon.com about 25 things that you should do if you don't know what is your next step, if you don't know what to do with your life. I actually searched google for "I don't know what to do with my life", yes, shit just got serious. I came to New Zealand to take one year off to think what i want to do after i turn 18/finish school. I still don't know, which is one of the reasons I decided to create this blog. This blog is for me, if nobody but me reads it, I'm fine with that, I just finally decided to follow my dad's advice and start to write about stuff.
Back to the "what am I going to do with my life" talk, I read the article and a ton of stuff came to my mind. What would my parents like for me to do, what would society like for me to do, and what would I like to do. At the moment I'm hoping that my parents opinion will not be different of mine since I think they will support me with whatever i want to do. So a crap load of stuff ran through my mind. I started thinking if I want to go to college, what kind of course I would do and what i would do after I finished. The most interesting plan that came into my mind was to go to uni doing a course that i don't know what would be and then start going around the world, travelling and staying at a place for a certain time, I get a job and if I like being there I stay longer, If not I can go on to the next country. My aim is to get to know roughly the whole world, and know lots of people. That would be my dream life.
P.S.: My blog will be completely random. I will post whatever I want whenever I want so don't expect much of it..